why is my life like that.

Change

2012-02-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

I am trying my best to change myself for the better.

And it starts with determination.

Haha.

Involved in too many matters already, this is so tiring.

Want to wash my hands off this.

I would rather not talk for the whole hour than to be involved in these kinds of things already.

:)?

2012-01-25T17:10:00.002+08:00

I want to be happy.

I need to be happy.

But now it seems that happiness is becoming more and more difficult to find.

I don't know.

Now it feels so... confusing.

I feel like I am floating, drifting around aimlessly.

Sigh.

Now I am doing sth that makes me happy.

But later leh? Will I be happy later?

Tsk how would I know; just make happiness out of nothing.

Lol. Mr Lau's philosophy is... confusing.

Haha.

The future?

2012-01-15T14:08:00.002+08:00

Is there a future?
Well, Ryan Higa says yes. Haha.
Go see his latest video ~~

Ah yes.
Mrs Tan just talked to us about our online reputations on Thursday.
My future really depends on what I post online.
I looked back at my previous blog posts and felt... remorseful. shameful.

But what's done is done, isn't it?

Thank You to all

2012-01-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

Would like to say a big Big BiG BIG

THANK YOU

to all my friends who have stuck with me...

through think and thin,

when i am at the most malu times,

when i am in need of help,

when i encounter setbacks and blah blah blah,

when i talk crap,

THANK YOU

for bothering to initiate the first convo with me,

for talking to me,

SMS/whatsapp me,

asking me questions although I couldn't help for most of the qns

bothering about me,

giving me concern when I need it,

accompanying me to everywhere, be it to eat, the toilet, the corridor, blah blah blah...

I am not popular, not attractive, not rich, not clever, not helpful at times,

but you guys still treat me well and are willing to be my friend.

Grateful for that :D

I LOVE YOU GALS !!!!! HAHAHA

The above post sounds weird, but I though of these while reading the book 'One Day' .

Quite a good book heh. :D

the world is ending?

2012-01-03T17:57:00.002+08:00

Is the world really ending?

I have less than one year left.

Which means, around 10 more months to 'A's :(

This is really sad.

Haha. Okay I shall stop haha-ing since by typing 'haha' now I am not laughing.

Just typing it for the sake of typing it.

Seriously, now 'haha' does not really mean haha

'Lol' does not mean 'HAHAHAHAHA'

Now, 'Lol' means : =.= (awkward)

haha means: same as above?!?!

and then nowadays when i type smiley faces i don't really mean them.

Its just to make the msg happier and not as mean as i intended to be.

but when unhappy faces appear, it really means what it really is.

haha. here i go again.

HAHAHA

2011-12-21T20:14:00.003+08:00

The moment you see that your friend is in a relationship with someone:

1. You click on the other party's profile.
2. You scrutinise the profile pic to see how your friend's bf/gf looks like.
3. "Oh no, cannot see clearly." You click on the profile pic.
4. (continue staring and see who is your friend's partner)
5. see finish, click 'X'. Look at his/her Wall. See if got any mushy posts or not

Alternative scenario:
1. Same as above
2. Same as 2. above
3. Oh no, cannot click on her profile pic. So many things are privatised. But I want to see her/his pic, see how he/she looks like. How?
4. Add Friend.

Alternative x2 scenario:
1. You click on your friend's profile
2. Find pics of your friend and his/her partner
3. scrutinise their pics.
4. Add comment: typical comment: "Waaaa, not bad eh." or "Jiayou orh" or sth like that.

OR OR OR:
Just stalk both of their profiles.
Blah blah blah.

Okay
I am crapping

Observations

2011-12-21T19:56:00.003+08:00

Experiment Title: How Facebook affects us

Aim of Experiment: How affected we are by Facebook

Independent variable: relationship status

Dependent variable: Everyone's Responses

Controlled variable: NIL

1. Shiqiu puts that she is in a relationship. Without the name of the other party.
Result: Immediately, xq and another person like. Elvis. (Jumps to conclusions)

2. I confirmed. Both our names appear.
HAHA SO FUNNY FB PUT PHOTOS OF SHIQIU AND I HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Immediately, Ting Fang liked.
Then: 2 friends of mine added Shiqiu in Fb.
One is BFF. The other is... uhh... someone shocking who has never talked more than one sentence to me.

3. More ppl start liking. Suli, Jiahong, Thaddeus (?!?!?!?!?!?), Jit Corn, Nabilah, Zhiqi (?!?!?), Jia Sheng (?????????????????????), Bethanie, Elvis, Jia Xuan (?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!?)
(Those with question marks and exclamation marks: erm do you know who is Shiqiu. Or do u know who I am. Or are you just liking for the sake of liking. Or maybe cos ppl who are in a relationship are very 幸福. Sorry for having offended you... :(

4. Jorin commented: WOW LESBIANS.
(Analysis: She prolly rolled her eyes before she typed the two words. meaning: she's jealous. LOL, jkjk she cant be jealous she thinks I am lame and stupid to be doing this.)

5. Huifang commented. Ni lor Ni lor~~~

6. Beth posted on my wall.
Analysis: I think she really thinks I am in a r/ship.

7. Su Su Li Li very cute.

8. Shalom ah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. You actually asked the same qn as what Marcus asked last month.

Overall results: I don't know about this, but I felt weird after everyone start liking it.
"Like" means what? You Like our relationship?!?! You Like Shiqiu and I ?!?! Or you Like cos you think I am not straight?!?!? Like means what? You approve of us? Huh?!?!?

Oh no later Shiqiu's suitors get sad. I'd better remove it.
Or maybe not, cos this is really funny.
Internet is internet. Yeah.
So...

Conclusion: Fb this thing ah........ Use sparingly.
Or just do like what Shulei did.
Yup.

Alternative conclusion: I should stop using Fb.

Experiment ends.

Jorin's advanced birthday

2011-11-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

Today was fun!!

Went to MOF to eat.
Realised that it opens at 11.30 but asked everyone to meet at 11.
In the end Jorin was late by 15 mins lol.
Loitered at the library until 11.35; then went to eat ice-cream at MOF. hehe.
the ice-cream there ROCKS. :D

Then later wasted x mins deciding where to go.
In the end went to Zinc to look at Jorin's bag.
*Deliberating whether to buy the same bag again or the one with the other colour*
Haha.
Anw then later went to JP :D
JP rocks , got so many stuff there to buy.
Got sports stuff, library, clothes, food... haha.
So went to the Zinc over there, saw the same bag but w/o that particular colour.
Durian Empire was beside. Went to eat Durian puff. Yummy~~~
Damn nice.
Then went around... Went to Harris.
GOT 30% discount storewide! Or is it 40%?
Bought Slumdog Millionaire book.
The movie rocks. Oh no the movie... :( *very scared* sth happened to the dvd cover. oh noooo

Yeah then we went back to Lot One, Jorin bought her bag *yay* :D
and then we passed her the birthday present !! :D
YAY. She said she liked it!!
Wa at that moment I was like "Thank goodness"
Cos i was worried that she might have the same one at home.
My mind has been getting weird nowadays.
Tried to read Halogen Derivatives for the 5th time, nothing went in.
Will get distracted and go around doing other stuff.
Sian must train already.

Hope Jieling will have fun at Shanghai!!!!
:D

No time

2011-11-18T20:40:00.002+08:00

Not enough time to pack!!!!
Victoria started packing already leh, I haven't!!!
oh crap 8 more days!!!

Haven't been to a sleepover before; so :(
always read those novels about girls having sleepovers and it seems so fun with all the ghost stories and stuff!!
Esp when we test each other on the scenario qn about the four men in a dark room one.
lol.

eighteen days; eighteen days; eighteen days.
so long.

hope that tmr will be a fun one.
it may be the last time that I get to see you guys.
the last time;
the last time...................

PW.

2011-11-03T15:39:00.002+08:00

Now enjoying the process of PW.
Lol.

How come Fangyu's com can connect but Amanda's one cannot? Jiangshen's one also can leh.
Lol.

Focus, Relax, Ability to Recall.

2011-10-29T13:56:00.003+08:00

Ytd was a.... crazy day.
1st blow came to me at 7.15am in the morning.
Last blow came to be at around 9.15pm in the night.

Ytd was the last day of WR.
Friends cried; it was a relief for them.
I felt satisfied at first; but started worrying that I had not done my best for WR.
Worried that got sth screwed up inside.
Bleh.

So at 7.15am at lvl 3 consultation area I received my first blow.
So later from 7.45am to 9.30am was chionging WR.
at 10.15am went to print WR at b218; scared the hell outta me.
SO MANY PPL frantically printing their WRs. lol
I felt slightly better cos it made me feel that I wasn't alone.
There were other groups along with me. lol.

The second blow came when Bethanie told me what happened to her after I went back for Econs.
Went back to a310 but couldnt find it. Oh no.
praying that it's still in her house.

Third blow: at 12.15pm when Jiayan, Enming and I went to lvl 3 consult area to pass up WR. Saw her crying... Oh no.
I suddenly thought about the hardships that she had gone through for her PW and her PW group.
Damn sad, felt like crying. Bleh.

Fourth blow: None other than the Maclaurin's Expansion Math test.
First question, tio stunned.
spent the next 15 mins recalling what happened during lectures.
Only managed to secure two marks.
Stupid.

Fifth blow: Realised that today might be the last time I will be having the same lessons with the same teachers. Felt sad all of a sudden. Sian leh. All our teachers are really, really great. :D

Sixth blow: Bethanie SMSed me sth that I find unbelievable. then i realised that it made sense. I wish her all the best.............

I read 尤今 's book just now, and she was writing about some random letter competition whereby the best letters written by parents addressed to their children was selected.
One was this;

"Child, your results may seem like stones to me, but your well-developed character is shimmering like a diamond to me -- exquisite and rare."

So cool right. Hehehehehhe.

Anyway, more of what Mr lau said today made more sense.

usually when he starts talking about these kind of philosophical things I didn't really understand. I always understood around 10% of what he said. Lol. Application is only 5%. Oops sorry Mr Lau. But I will work harder.

But what he said ytd made me understand around 20% of what he was saying.

Hey, that's an improvement hor. Okay.

yeah, so he said about be able to focus, relax, and recall while during lectures, tutorials, blah blah, revisions..............

Suddenly realised that I don't care about my grade for PW.

Whether it's A or not.

I did my very best for WR already. And I am going to focus, and relax while doing OP while being alert. Ok that was a super long sentence. okay back to topic.

through this process of doing PW, it has been... well... LOL-ing.

I laughed more. Cos sometimes it's really weird and it doesn't make sense. Crap. Why am I being like Enming, laughing at nonsensical things. I am only supposed to laugh at funny stuff. Who cares. Okay.

Yup. So... I learnt A LOT. A LOT as in really A LOT A LOT.

Shiqiu thanks for reading :D hehehehehehehhehehe

For when I'm weak, then I am strong

Listen to JJ's I AM! :D

lazing around

2011-10-15T14:41:00.002+08:00

Today's a free day.
:D
Did many good stuffs.
As in, did many stuffs that I find worth doing.
Lol.

I jogged in the morning; only managed 1.2km and I was dying already.
Seriously useless man.
I should seriously start being fit again. Lol.

But after the running and feeling like dying I instantly felt better.
As in, refreshed.
Being able to concentrate better and hone my Paint skills.
Ok what am I talking.
Yeah to sum up, I was 200% efficient in the morning.
In the afternoon, only 50%.
In the night, -50%.
LOL.

Bye off to ironing.

PW

2011-10-07T21:18:00.003+08:00

It's time for PW.
Already spent 7 months on it, ain't gonna stop until it officially ends.
Lol.
I don't know how long this ordeal will feel; but it gonna be really irritating.

Sigh have to think up of what to buy for Sydney and her parents. And her brother.
Okay, Mr Tan said "buddy and family." so that includes her brother too I think.
Bleh cant think up of anything to buy.
Shall walk randomly around one day.

promos ended ytd; but at that instant when it ended I felt burdened.
burdened by you-know-what.
LOL
Aww I miss Harry Potter.
Can't believe I didnt read finish a single book of H.P until last year.
Oops!
Magical things really do happen; it's just whether you believe in it.
Hehehehe.

Jiayou!

MATH LT

2011-08-14T12:19:00.002+08:00

Used the com cos my bro's also using com.
Shun bian use. k lame.

Math LT test tmr. went to moodle to download the answers to tutorial 6C.
cos teacher haben go thru yet. lol.
Vectors is crazy, but quite fun in a way that makes your brain think in a more 3D way.

I altered some privacy settings to fb cos... I don't feel safe.
Dont like to let everyone know where the hell I am at any point in time.
And Taeyang's songs are nice~! His dance moves also rocked.
LOL.
Must listen to Wedding Dress :D
I only knew about this song when VJC performed it during the rehearsal.
Expected the guy to sing again during the farewell dinner, but they didn't. Which is quite sad uh.

Next week is busy againnnnnnnnn~~~
But I'm going to make it right no matter what.
Cos I still can change what I want to change?
Haha.
Bye.

going to fail blocks.

2011-06-23T10:42:00.003+08:00

too many things to do, so little time.
know that i shouldnt be complaining.
i'm not lol.

trying to stay focused always and not get distracted.
facebook kills. lol

want to treasure the pure friendship between people.
thank goodness me no scandals.
if not it'll be gg and full of awkwardness.

i keep thinking back about the past...
what's the use?

Have fun!!

2011-06-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Have fun !!
Don't care abt the radiation.
Just have fun !!
HAHA

while i suffer here.

TIP

2011-06-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

Hey 1st time dancing Chinese Dance sia.
And it's a lot of hard work with the right poses and stances and blah.
Haiz still embarrassed to dance cos i very noob
hehe.

Jiayou Jiayou for GP!!!

distractions.

2011-04-10T16:50:00.003+08:00

I SHOULD NOT GET DISTRACTED.

yes.
just ec for a little while then forget their faces and hot bods already.
good good.

not going to talk abt other ppl/couples anymore.
sick and tired of it.
you want to be with him, then go la.
none of my business.
i know u can't help it.

just going to concentrate on the things that are the most impt to me.
the thing most impt to me now is to do econs AA.
sian.

my EQ has dropped a lot nowadays.
i dao ppl when they say hi to me.
AIYA! I SIAO AH!
haiz.
okay i'll do my best to smile and talk more.
cos talking is good.
aiya aiya.
very irritated by really stupid things.

hope nobody reads this .

FRIDAY 1ST APRIL SPEECH DAY

2011-03-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

'OMG I DIDN'T KNOW ABT REBECCA BLACK UNTIL JORIN TOLD ME.

listened to the song just now, and within less than 10 seconds there were 61 new comments.

55,926,707 views.

112,429 likes, 937,466 dislikes.

wth.

the lyrics suck.

but the song is catchy and good.

her voice really monotonous sia.

she looks 19. not 13.

i'm sorry fro saying this but it's really URRGHH,.

some random comments that I encountered while playing the song over and over for 3 times:

1. Shes not great but the auto tune adds a really nasal sound to her voice.

kevin231009

2. How did this video get 56 000 000 views?

-Acke95

3. this song makes JUSTIN BIEBER look good!!! thats embarrassing!!

-WCDiscJockey

4. VOMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

-kutukecil0404

5. since when do 13 year olds drive and why are people rapping in pop songs.

maybe 2012 will happen.Thanks pop music..

monsta7843ful

6. i hope she does a duet with bieber and brings them both down

pigcat7 14 seconds ago

OMG DAMN FUNNY SIA.

bye.

the song's really good. the rhythm the beats.

but not.. yeah ..

too many things to do,

2011-03-20T12:12:00.001+08:00

new challenges.
too many things to do.
and yet i am still here typing all these.

i will study hard.

2011-01-26T13:13:00.001+08:00

so happy.

wondering where to buy sch uniforms.

and the ex graphic calculator.

lol.

i will treasure this chance and study hard. hehe.

i will study hard.

2011-01-24T19:56:00.001+08:00

i promise that i will study three times harder if i manage to get into hc.

please...

i still have to get my SHARP EL-509WM calculator from Vivian who's in hc now...

lol.

i don't care.

2011-01-21T16:31:00.001+08:00

my future depends on this.

and i have my dearest friend Shi Qiu the PRO with me.

YAY !

i don't know.

2011-01-19T10:10:00.001+08:00

very worried and scared.

haiz.

should i appeal,

or stay snug in NJ?

hc hc hc

2011-01-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

love hwa chong.

love NJC.

love AJC.

hwa chong's really... wow.

NJ's really... 'my type'.

AJ's really... Bp.

nigahiga rocks.

2011-01-08T13:07:00.001+08:00

oh yes.

went to the dentist's today.

had filling on 2 of my molars.

haiz.

omg.

the result slack brushing.

haiz.

mel tagged me !

2011-01-02T15:24:00.002+08:00

this quiz is very special !

many ppl had had been tagged.

so if u're reading this, you're tagged !

yay.

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag TWENTY people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up!

If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Noreen Ng

2. A four letter word : None

3. A boy's name : Noel

4. A girl's name : Niko

5. An occupation : Nanny (T.T)

6. A colour : Noir

7. Something you'll wear : Nice heels

9. A food : Nerds

10. Something found in the bathroom : Nothing

11. A place : Nex

12. A reason for being late : Nope, I wasn't late; time was too early.

13. Something you'd shout : NO !!

14. A movie title : Narnia

15. Something you drink : Nectar

16. A musical group/singer : Ne-Yo

17. An animal : Newt

18. A street name : New Airport Road

19. A type of car : Nissan

lol.

had help from google with no. 14, 15, 18.

lol.

last day !

2010-12-31T15:18:00.002+08:00

haha.

last day !

still have 310 free smses to use by today.

think cannot use finish ba.

nvm.

haha.

this year...

was an accomplishment again .

wow

2010-12-30T16:04:00.001+08:00

wow. so fast.

30th dec 2010.

looking back...

encountered much stuffs.

esp the big 'O'racle.

the happiest things was probably when the new zealanders arrived.

haha.

very fun.

the saddest thing...

well .

nothing?

mrs lee kwan yew passed away.

okay.

pondering.

HEY !~

2010-12-28T18:33:00.002+08:00

went to IMM popular today to buy stuff with 20% discount b4 it expires lol.

searched for a GP assessment bk.

compared the prices of pencil leads.

and bought the mega 12-piece correction tape.

escaped to popular @ jurong east to look for more CD albums

3 for $10 !

serious !

bought american idol season 8 soundtrack (adam lambert rocks!~),

kayne west's album,

and 范逸臣's album. some of his songs were in this movie.

i forgot the name.

haha !

stupid me.

i chose 3 and then i paid .

later, i felt bored and walked at the stacks of CDs behind the 1st tray of CDs.

and and and...

i saw more CDs that i wanted to buy. haiz.

but no $.

昆明

2010-12-22T15:40:00.003+08:00

omg i took more than 1 hr to upload these few photos.

anyway. just a few random photos.

we ate mushroom steamboat. food was so delicious that we ate it again on the last dinner in kunming b4 flying back !!

at 大观楼

we ate 过桥米线。good.

but quite oily.

this dish is red bean put in pineapple lol.

delicious.

next time post more hehe

yunnan !

2010-12-19T15:31:00.002+08:00

haha.

got scammed by many stuffs.

sth wrong with my brain.

at the tea there, we could've bargained but we didn't.

at the jade there, the guy was actually repeating the same thing over and over again to us. but we fell for it. why didn't we realise that it couldn't be such a coincidence ?

haha.

back here when we thought about it,

we laughed like crazy.

back !

2010-12-15T10:26:00.001+08:00

yay.

i love sg !

the hot days.

the humid days.

my lips won't crack.

yay !

2010-12-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

hope it won't be too cold.
my dad is singing some weird song that is absurd.
dun wanna freeze to death over there.

hehe

piano !

2010-12-02T08:14:00.000+08:00

yay.

later going to chopin competition.

to watch only.

lol.

hope we don't get lost...

really hate that.

recalled that time jorin and i got lost at mediacorp...

and it's in the middle of those bungalows and mansions...

some of those bungalows have like 4 to 5 CCTVs at the door there lol.

but we didn't manage to see anybody moving abt in those huge houses.

haiz.

lol.

yay ! chopin rocks.

ROD

2010-11-30T10:53:00.002+08:00

ytd's ROD was fun fun fun !

yay.

it was held in school.

the buffet was superb.

xin ci and zhi huai da bao food lol.

good food.

then later we seniors had to wait outside the music room for 3+ mins while the juniors decorated the room... with balloons and some music from the keyboard lol.

firstly, we entertained ourselves with balloons.

then, there was this paper game whereby we introduced ourselves with the amt of papers the person to the left of us took.

quite lame. but still, hilarious.

next... played the game whereby we have to shout the name of the person opposite us first when the cloth was lowered. the face that the cloth was the cover used to cover the grand piano.

and the grand piano rocks ! totally.

damn cool sia.

wonder how much was it ...

lazy to talk abt the rest.

but in the end 80% of the ppl got wet due to water balloons.

uh-oh. a total mess.

haha.

anyway, quite fun. lol

teehee

2010-11-26T19:58:00.002+08:00

haha ! today's badminton outing was great.

got bitten by mosquitoes. haiz.

i ate Skittles ytd, so it might be the reason why the mozzies bit me.

cos of the sweet blood. lol.

and jiawen has bllood group AB !

that's so cool.

always wanted to meet someone with blood group AB cos they're... mysterious? weird?

lol.

so the 4 of us gossiped for more than 1 hr at koufu in yew tee point.

lol. damn funny.

i once heard that a group of scientists claimed that gossiping is healthy.

lol.

5 of us .

2010-11-25T21:51:00.003+08:00

lol. seems difficult to find a job when there're 5 of us.

but it's ok.

jorin and shiqiu can go find first cos they not going overseas.

lol.

today was fun !

jorin, as usual, laughed too much in the mrt.

very paiseh,

and shulei continued her weird sounds (aaah?!?1 eeek?!?!) which also attracted many ppl's attention. lol.

great day today .

prom

2010-11-24T11:07:00.000+08:00

every1 said that prom is fun.

well... the fun doesn't apply to me lol.

hope i can accomplish some stuff by this yr.

haiz

2010-11-23T15:19:00.001+08:00

have fun in prom, guys !

yay.

don't put too much makeup; it'll be darn embarrassing if guys are unable to recognise you and don't dare to talk to u cos they paiseh ask ;who are you?'

lol.

haha.

happy birthday

2010-11-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORIN !

haha.

haiz your aaron's bday is over.

lol.

and yay the com loves me again !

my dad fixed it yay !

i love my dad.

no fate

2010-11-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

no fate with facebook.

cannot make it for tmr's timeslot at illuma at 2pm for the social network

haiz.

lol.

so long ..

2010-11-15T18:13:00.001+08:00

it's been so long. haha

anyway... good day today !

sad .

2010-08-30T17:41:00.000+08:00

haiz.
emath okay
amath okay.
just can't do well in language no matter how hard i've tried.
i can't ever give up.

"Shut up!" she said. "Keep quiet!"
practising punctuation.

lol and for my compo i wrote myself as a guy called Mark. lol.

haiz.
aircraft seems to be a great interest but just did terribly for compre....
so. haiz. again.

YOG

2010-08-14T21:40:00.001+08:00

SINGAPORE SINGAPORE SINGAPORE !
YAY !

but not yay enough.
prelim.
cannot watch.
haiz.
everytime like that.
later f1 also collide with bio paper.

football.

2010-06-23T15:54:00.001+08:00

ltr gonna eat potato chips.

hope will get some country that is playing today. HAHA.

will support spain until they're out.
which is most likely they will be.
oops/

gone.

2010-05-31T13:21:00.002+08:00

time is gone.
wasted 5 days of my life doing practically nth.

Thurs 27th : phy, math tuition
fri 28th : piano, eating at swensens'
sat 29th : went to bugis to pray, then to sg expo to eat.
sun 30th : chinese tuition, facial
mon 31st : use com.

darn.
hate it .

???

2010-05-20T15:02:00.001+08:00

is there such thing as Malcom Fraser College ?
haha.

now, mind full of question marks.
??????
confused.
unmotivated.
don't know why .

it's okay if you go. I wanna feel ostracised .

NEVER

2010-04-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

i will never, ever let shulei step into the movie theatre ALONE.
it's scary, really.
and lonely.
esp when u see ppl laughing at u when they know that u are alone.

but true to say,
i have nvr seen a girl watching a movie alone b4.
100% of the ppl that i encounter who are watching movie alone are guys.
sorry for broken sentence structure. sorry.

yeah.
curiosity killed the cat.
or should i say,
curiosity brought abour the bore.
the bore of watching movies alone.

missing

2010-04-16T12:11:00.001+08:00

gonna miss new zealanders;
the cute guys and pretty ladies.

gonna miss choir practices;
whereby we sing till we're tired.

gonna miss the conductors;
the scoldings and jokes.

gonna miss the juniors;
THEY ROCK.

jiayou for sfy 2011.
Gold.
you guys can do that.

bye .

2010-04-02T22:38:00.001+08:00

next thurs.
last mini performance,
last time in the music room.
last time singing in front of my yong & juniors.
last time.
so fast.
thought that it would be 2 weeks' later.
3 years 4 mths.
suddenly dun feel like stepping down.
haiz.

SP

2010-03-16T10:04:00.002+08:00

went for the SP Xperience ytd.
haiz.
i think orange grp went for the aeronautical stuff.
i was in the green grp. sad.
okay.
guys are more interested in aerospace -- does it mean that i'm a guy?
my ring finger is longer than my index finger in both of my hands.
but the ratio/proportion is not that huge.....

lol.
saw eunice (tuition friend),
jia wen (pri sch friend),
and another friend i forgot..
sorry.
long time nvr see them.
lol.

made me more motivated to study harder.

choir camp.

2010-02-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

5-6 march.
choir camp.
not a camp bah.
more like a gaming session. haiz.

what's wrong wif ppl who learn music.
like me.
at 1st i feel sad.
remorseful.
then later,
WHAT'S MY PROBLEM?
not my fault also.

shan't complain.

2010-02-06T21:39:00.001+08:00

ok.
everyone's stressed.
shan't complain abt my life.

schoolwork.
cca.
teACh song.
teach notes.
camp.
tee.
tests.
hw.

hAIZ.

global warming !

2010-01-24T18:07:00.001+08:00

http://climatechange.sg

go and see ur carbon footprint.
even tho the term used is confusing sometimes.
my hsehold carbon footprint is 1700COe/yr
what abt urs ?

do tell me lol.

start

2010-01-16T10:56:00.001+08:00

end of common test.
but start of time prac.
start of tuition.
end of music.

did badly for common test.
but my miracle A1 for MT shows that i can turn impossible to possible.
so, gonna turn everything into possible.
it's possible to get 6A1s.

yo.

2010-01-02T13:47:00.001+08:00

hey.
trying to blog everyday b4 i MIA.
haiz.

hope that our hw doesn't require us to use the com.
lazy to switch it on cos com damn lagg.

when will the next IT show come?
what brand of comp (desktop com + laptop) shld i buy?
dun wanna keep asking the engineer to come over at my hse and fix the com every 3 mths.
it's tiring.

haiz

2010-01-01T17:26:00.002+08:00

came by to edit the choir ppt slide.
haiz.
why is there a stereotype of choir guys ?
guys joining choir are not gay.
okay i know u have seen some examples of gay guys singing but they are just an exception.
okay.

syf 2011 how...
aiya.
he can't leave !!!
aaah.

let's pity choir.
lol.

oh ya,
have made a to-do list for the year 2010.
i have 10 things to do.
lol.
lotsa things are to be done after o-lvl.
haha.

hope i can do them...

last day

2009-12-31T14:18:00.002+08:00

last day of 2009.

looking back, 2009 is a year in which a really pondered abt what i wanna do in the future (if i really am going to have a future when i live on)

losta thoughts running thru my mind:
What u wanna do next time?

do what u love?
do what's best for urself?
follow ur parents' wishes?
do the stuff that's the most 保险 so u can earn lotsa $ ? but u r not happy.

lol.

so.. this year...
interacted with the world .
literally.
not the world. asia lah.
wif the scholars.
lol funny & fun bunch of ppl.

yeah met new teachers (apart from mr hisham. 3 year already ! going on 4 years ! break record.)

and going to say bye to some chers who'll be leaving the school....
aww.

saying bye to sec 4s.
good luck in ur future endeavours (this sounds familiar so i think i've quoted this sentence from some1 who is highly respected and has a PHD {aka Permanent head Damage} in English/ English Literature)

ok u all see me using so many brackets .
this is due to me being easily influenced.
recently reading this bk called
"Adrain Mole: The Wilderness years"
by Sue Townsend.

great book.
talks abt a guy who's eccentric and "crazy" (same as how "crazy" clarisse was)
and angered many ppl.
lol.

worth reading.

and,
as we enter a new decade,
let us
work harder
for our dreams and targets.

bye 2009. hello 2010.

oh ya, new year's resolution: smile more.
yes this is lame.
i am now putting up smiley badges on my bad and pencil box each.
yeah inoreen looks grumpy in the morning.
but who isn't ?
lol.

haiz

2009-12-30T10:20:00.002+08:00

haiz.
我要趁这个机会发泄情绪。
haiz.

everytime also bomb
bomb bomb bomb
bomb until when.
u all think that by bombing ppl will do what you want meh?
u all dun even wanna cooperate
so we have to catch and detain you.

now,
with more self-made bombs,
taking the plane wun be the same again.

from the happiness and luxury of being in a plane,
to worry and anxiety.

can't stand it man.

2009-12-27T15:28:00.001+08:00

hey yo.

recently been obsessed wif 大长今。

great show.
lol.

再次强调男尊女卑的当时社会。

so i nvr use com.
nowadays com damn lagg.
lazy to switch it on to use it.

k.
bye :P

photos to brighten up the mood.

2009-12-05T12:15:00.006+08:00

hey hey just felt loke posting some photos to brighten up this blog.
cos my fb acc got sth wrong...
i made an album but i could not put photos into it.
lame lor
when i clicked "add photos", the whole firefox browser closed.
tried it for 3 times and eventually gave up.
sorry, i'm not into this stuff.
so i decided to put them here.
for fun.

this is at 中正纪念堂

　　　忠烈祠 the soldiers damn shuai.

haha i didn't take them close up.
the cute ones are not out yet. haha didn't dare to take them.

inside of the entrance

inside is 蒋介石 's statue.

yay i love this flag !

venue: outside pacific ocean, in the bus.

huge waves, i tell you.
the power of the ocean.

mayb they shld include this hard engineering measure into geog. replace groynes. cos every1 esp the guys kept laughing at this word.

mayb those stuff are not supposed to absorb the energy of the waves?!?! oh no !

at a particular hotel called
Formosa Naruwan hotel. very cute ah this room. u can look into the bathroom even though the curtains are drawn. cos the curtains are very thin. T.T

look. in the toilet.

hehe.

yoyoyoyo

2009-12-03T17:15:00.002+08:00

yoyooyoyo
i
am
back.

in this warm country
whereby streets are much cleaner
and i get to smell the smell of Changi Airport .
lol.

i realised that when i stepped out of the gate into the travellator i can smell how Changi Airport smells like.
lame.
yeah.

and i feel so bad cos i insisted on getting the window seat.
too bad.
u sat on the window seat 8 days ago, now it's my turn.
i don't care,
my only wish is only to have the window seat when i'm in the plane.
dun deprive me of my need.

hmph.

yes i'm acting weird today.
sorry...
but i just sort of 崩溃 9 days ago when i didn't get the window seat.
sorry .

so good.

2009-11-24T13:56:00.002+08:00

received meilan's sms today, 5:04am:

"i m going back dis morning, enjoy ur holiday n rmbr 2 be happy everyday :)
-love, meilan-"

omg.
so 感动.

and eliza's on 16 nov:
"Heyhey, im in changi and abt to board the plane soon.. Happy holidays and see u soon! :)"

i dunno if they got forward to other ppl or not, but i dun care.

it's like, so 感动
dunno why.

他们从远方过来，
美父母依靠，
对我国一知半解，
虽然有查我国的资料，犹如历史、等等，
但还是会觉得很迷茫。

我们这些新加坡学生，
就是要帮助他们，
而不是以
“疏离暴力”
来对待他们。

突然觉得我很羞耻。
still rmb that time angel and mortal,
he wrote that i was the 1st person that he talked to in the class.
i forgot all abt that.
haiz.
now the whole class treat him like this. bad siah.

bye

2009-11-23T15:52:00.002+08:00

hey yo.
going to exile in 2 more days.
yay.
gonna be cold.
but every1 so gan jiong liddat.
esp my dad.
ok nvm.

erm.
just want to say bye to every1 lol.
bye.
lol.

got nth to say.
hope that it'll be fun there.

swensens !

2009-11-21T14:23:00.002+08:00

firstly, i must offer my condolences to Jorin's hp .
It died in the toilet bowl.
Good venue to end...
my condolences.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORIN !
YAY !

and ytd's outing was so fun.
lol.
i realised tt now i'm closer to shulei.
starting to know her more and more.
yay.

so days b4, jieling proposed that all of us wear either skirt or dress.
and jorin and i wore the same pattern of skirt/dress.
so cool ah.
不约而同.
what a coincidence.
and and and.
i felt weird wearing skirts out.
so long nvr wear le.
i just kept telling myself, "wear as if it's ur school skirt."
but cannot sit until so chorlor.
lol.

soo. a Swensens', we gave jorin her bday present.
wait. b4 that at jurong east mrt station we gave her the chocs .
cos due to condensation, shulei's bag was wet.
lol.

so she was still so surprised tt we gave her the fei lun hai book.
cos she couldn't believe that she finally owns the book.
okay.
then also the posters.
one is aaron, one is has the 4 fei lun hai guys in it.
she was shocked again.
then got the aaron postcards.
wow.

i recalled tt day when there was only one aaron postcard packet left,
when we went to but jorin's present.
not very nice,
but... only one left.
what to do.

so.
yeah jorin there's going to be more to come. lol .

and happy birthday again .

don't

2009-11-13T15:12:00.001+08:00

nfguys, who are at china now,

don't freeze to death.
don't think wearing many layers of clothing isn't cool.
if u cant bath, Don't bathe.
lol.

and tmr's ROD.
not looking forward to it.
praying that it wouldn't rain tmr.

jennifer

2009-11-10T20:47:00.002+08:00

hey here's jen's quiz.
talk abt her.

What would you do ? if jennifer... (I)

1. I died: sad
2. I kissed you: haha so cool but i think u wouldn't
3. I lived next door to you: woooo
4. I started smoking: oh no u wouldn't
5. I stole something: oh no u wouldn't. again
6. I was hospitalized : go wif xuanwen to see u
7. I ran away from home: come to my hse
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?: it's ok. u wouldn't get hurt anyway

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

9. Personality: hmm. very good.
10. Eyes: nice
11. Hair: did u rebond ur hair?
12. Family: ur mom rocks

WOULD YOU:

13. Be my friend?: we are friends, aren't we?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?: you surely wun say 1
15. Hold my hand?: yes if u want me to.
16. Take a bullet for me?: accidentally.
17. Keep in touch?: of course.
18. Try and solve my problems?: yep. just sms me and i'll do my best
19. Love me?: yep. as a friend
20. Date me?: haha nono.
21. Sing with me?: yep.

HAVE YOU EVER:

22. Lied to make me feel better?: yep. white lie
23. Wanted to kiss me?: nope. i kiss guys.
24. Wanted to kill me?: lol nope
25. Broke my heart?: yep. i think. figuratively.
26. Kept something important from me?: haiz yes
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?: nope

MORE:

28. Who are you?: Noreen
29. Are we friends?: yes how many times have i said this.
30. When and how did we meet?: pri 3. i rembered the 1st time i talk to u was when i teased u having the same name as "Jennifer Lopez". lol
31. Describe me in one word: kind
32. What was your first impression?: popular person
33. Do you still think that way about me now?: haha yes
34. What reminds you of me?: bad stuff that i feel bad abt. duh
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?: my regret.
36. How well do you know me?: hmm not much. wait till we meet up again someday
37. When's the last time you saw me?: last yr.
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: nope?
39. What song do you think would describe me best?: FIR 我们的爱
40. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you? yep. lol

all these sound like confessions.

投票

2009-11-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

http://contest.omy.sg/ytalk/index.html　

请投票！
当然是投武吉班让政府中学的票。
哈哈。
其实，
现实中的访问比短片中的对话和情节还来得精彩与幽默。
哈哈。

所以，
投票！

耶

bpmb songs

2009-11-01T16:07:00.003+08:00

The best of queen.amr - BPMB

Girlfriend.amr - bpmb

Goodbye.amr - bpmb

Bad day.amr - bpmb

How far weve.amr - bpmb

Themes from harry potter .amr - bpmb junior band

Pump it.amr - bpmb

What ive done.amr - bpmb

Pirates of the caribbean.amr - bpmb

Tan sri P.amr - bpmb

i dunno why some of them became so short.
if u want ask me and i'll bluetooth it to you.
can only use Quicktime to listen.
dunno leh i dunno how to change it to mp3 format.
and so so so sorry for the 杂音
so so sorry.

and these are the comments that i heard from the ppl in front of me and behind me:
wow they talk like... so what.
interrupt my recording. lol.

- Whole New Year: the trumpet part (or solo)? i dunno . play until no air to play le. nvr take enough breath.
- Harry Potter: sounds scared.
- Aladdin and Pirates: percussion good.
- bossa nova: DAMN NICE. how did u all manage to sway liddat. same timing, movement, blah.
- bad day: weird weird de. the person behind said mayb cos of very high notes
- pump it: messy
- what i've done: chorus messy
- how far we've... : I LOVE THIS SONG !good. ppl said excellent
- tan sri P... : descending notes for woodwind instru need improvement.

band

2009-11-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

BAND ROCKED !
apart from some little blunders.
overall, good.
u all managed to pull thru despite lacking practices.
lol.
talk crap

all the best

2009-10-26T08:16:00.002+08:00

now, i shall have my post in chinese for alternate posts.
lol.

erm. just wanna wish all sec 4s good luck for O-lvls.
esp English paper today...
scary.
i cant imagine myself taking O-lvls in just one more year...
one more year,.
so fast.
and swift.
like the mechanical hound.
haiz.

since i'm so slack now,
i'd better start panicking .

oh ya, and Liverpool won !!
WOOHOO !
TORRES!
YAY!
i bet felicia must be jumping up and screaming wif joy.
didnt expect that sia.
all my uncles and aunties were like, "Man U sure win one... "
LOL.
they like Chelsea.
LOL.

and and and, lemme me introduce u a new word.
not a word lah.
a sort of Slang.
from http://urbandictionary.com

the word is: last texter

meaning:
That friend that always sends you a meaningless text after the obvious end of a text conversation, just to get the last text. They do this while totally oblivious to their uncontrollable habit.

sentence:
OMG, Jan is SUCH a last texter it drives me crazy. The other day, she sent me a text "K" back after I texted her "don't text me, in a meeting." So then I had to dig out my phone again to clear it so it wouldn't keep vibrating for the rest of the meeting!

LOL.
i think this phrase suits me.
always reply "No prob haha :)" for no specific reason. lol.

知足常乐

2009-10-21T20:34:00.001+08:00

今天，
我学会知足常乐。

非常开心，
但又失望。

必须再接再厉。
专注！

haiz

2009-10-20T08:32:00.002+08:00

later going to ngee ann poly for science exhibition thingy.
hope it's fun, for i will be spending like 6 hrs there.
omg how to go back.
nvm anyhow anyhow lah.

and in order to thank shiqiu for consistently tagging this blog, encouraging me in many ways, i've decided to put up another story from http://inspirationalstories.com.
From: Unknown . again. lol
and i think shiqiu, u've heard this story b4.
but the person added a reflection, and i find it cool.
ok cool's the wrong word.
here it is:

A butcher watching over his shop is really surprised when he saw a dog coming inside the shop. He shoos him away. But later, the dog is back again.

So, he goes over to the dog and notices he has a note in his mouth. He takes the note and it reads "Can I have 12 sausages and a leg of lamb, please. The dog has money in his mouth, as well."

The butcher looks inside and, lo and behold, there is a ten dollar Note there. So he takes the money and puts the sausages and lamb in a bag, placing it in the dog's mouth. The butcher is so impressed, and since it's about closing time, he decides to shut up shop and follow the dog.

So off he goes. The dog is walking down the street when he comes To a level crossing.

The dog puts down the bag, jumps up and presses the button. Then he waits patiently, bag in mouth, for the lights to turn. They do, and he walks across the road, with the butcher following him all the way.

The dog then comes to a bus stop, and starts looking at the timetable.

The butcher is in awe at this stage. The dog checks out the times, and then sits on one of the seats provided. Along comes a bus. The dog walks around to the front, looks at the number, and goes back to his seat.

Another bus comes. Again the dog goes and looks at the number, notices it's the right bus, and climbs on. The butcher, by now, open-mouthed, follows him onto the bus.

The bus travels through the town and out into the suburbs, the dog Looking at the scenery. Eventually he gets up, and moves to the front of the bus. He stands on 2 back paws and pushes the button to stop the bus. Then he gets off, his groceries still in his mouth.

Well, dog and butcher are walking along the road, and then the dog turns into a house. He walks up the path, and drops the groceries on the step.

Then he walks back down the path, takes a big run, and throws himself against the door. He goes back down the path, runs up to the door and again, it throws himself against it. There's no answer at the house, so the dog goes back down the path, jumps up on a narrow wall, and walks along the perimeter of the garden. He gets to the window, and beats his head against it several times, walks back, jumps off, and waits at the door.

The butcher watches as a big guy opens the door, and starts abusing the dog, kicking him and punching him, and swearing at him.

The butcher runs up, and stops the guy. "What in heaven's name are You doing? The dog is a genius. He could be on TV, for the life of me!" to which the guy responds: "You call this clever? This is the second time this week that this stupid dog's forgotten his key."

Reflection:
Looks like some, people will never be satisfied with what they've got.

When it comes to the work place, Employers do not know how to appreciate their people who have served them loyally through the years.

I've seen companies lose good people for the simple fact their leaders failed to show appreciation. Employers with big egos enjoy the fact that they have more power and authority than others. They show, in the way they give orders and directions, that they think they are superior.

They get a kick out of displaying this superiority. People who do this are fools, and everyone but them knows it. They are never satisfied because they could not be satisfied even if their people perform well.

They don't listen to the opinion and ideas of their subordinates.

Why? Because of their stupid pride and insecurity.

People of this kind will never be satisfied. Why?

Because they are so busy wrapped up in themselves and, fact is, the self can never be satisfied. Happy and productive people are always those who are "others-centered" rather than "self- centered."

The greatest idea of leadership is not someone who throws his weight around. Rather, he is a servant. As Bible would say, "He who wish to be a leader should first be a servant."

His joy is derived from delivering a job that others benefit from his contribution. Aim for service and success will follow.

yes. now i'm trying to be satisfied with my marks tmr.

yes, i'm happy. lol

end of exams.

2009-10-19T14:53:00.003+08:00

End Or Exams.
But...
Start of...

Start of mugging for MT O-lvl
Start of reading up info for comp
Start of leadership programmes
Start of boredom
Start of CCAs
Start of the mourning over disastrous results
Start of Forward Track
Start of doing so much stuff that y'm not supposed to do....

Start of this.
Start of that.
Whatever.

Anyway, here's a story.
By Unknown,
taken from http://inspirationalstories.com

One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.

They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.

On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip??

"It was great, Dad."

"Did you see how poor people live??" the father asked.

"Oh yeah," said the son.

"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip??" asked the father.

The son answered:

"I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.

We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.

We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs.

We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."

The boy's father was speechless.

Then his son added,

"Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."

Haha. yes, rich ppl are poor, and poor ppl are rich.

exams.

2009-10-08T15:46:00.002+08:00

exams.
getting more and more afraid.
can't relax too much. haha

and i'm trying to curb this feeling, but the more i curb, the more the feelings come.
haiz.
its like this story whereby a man utters sth to a rock and it turns into gold.
then, he taught the villagers the spell, but cautions them Not to think abt the monkeys when they are saying the chant to a rock.
however, the grp of villagers did not manage to get the gold,
cos the more they tell themselves not to think abt the monkey, they will eventually think abt it and then the spell would not work.
haiz.
so...
yeah.

but now it's getting better, i hope.
must stop this,
and gear up for exams.

haha i think of the exile thing and i'm not getting motivated.
cos i can't go to Japan.
haiz.

nvm,
there'll be a chance next time, & i'm sure of that,.

haiz.l

2009-10-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

see see see.

go use com just to see ss notes then ltr can addicted and go blog hopping.
cant stand .it

so.
EOY.
haiz,

got so many things that i wanna type but now i forgot what i wanna type.

oh ya,
just...
nth lah.

erm.
good luck everyone.
all the best.
do ur best.
haiz.

sian ah.

not sian,.
just that i look like a total retard memorising those facts.
haiz.
gonna treasure time.
ss.
shld i just give it up?
like what the ass. bk says,
做事要专一。
哈哈
很好笑

是的。
我也喜爱音乐，
但为何不能
双管齐下？

虽然及格了，
但是
我.是.不.会.放弃.音乐的。
跟你讲。

ok switched back to english.
yeah.
blah.

worrying abt everything.
haha,

and i wondered why those guys hate chinese sooo much.
what's wrong wif chinese.
such a nice and cool subject...
much nicer than english.
haha.

nvm tmr pia-ing on lit.
i cant forget my quotations.
having such a fantastic cher.
can't let her down.

i just thought that lit has given up on me;
but i know that i haven't.

gonna burn bks like f451.
wait, not f451.

Fahrenheit 451 .

lewis hamilton !

2009-09-27T17:11:00.002+08:00

YAY !
lewis hamilton got pole position !
yes !

hope he wins.
yeah !

haha.

ok .
EOY's coming . (yeah it's becoming a cliche)
stressed, as always.
cos if i dun score well i'll not go happily into exile.
sad.

so yeah.
must do well.

but i dun have the motivation to do that le.
the exile thing is not a driving force to my movitation already.
cos there are much more frictional forces causing me to deprove.
haiz.

why why why.

dun have confidence.

how how how leh....
seriously scared.

mixed feelings...

hopefully i get this sorted out and be happier towards the exams. haha.
不要失眠。

rugby.

2009-09-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

haiz.
too many hw to be done.

and and and.
rugby's funny.
yes. it's funny.
not fun.
agressive.
haha,
no wonder those rugby players had to wear the helmet and those protective gear.
lol.

tmr got chem test.
mayb it's a false alarm again.
and there's EM test tmr.
hopefully not.
and HMT test too.
jiayou to every1 out there.

fate .

2009-09-12T09:11:00.002+08:00

seems that fate doesn't want us to meet up.
i don't care.
one day,
you and i,
jiaying and i,
will step into bugis.

that's one thing i'm going to be sure of.
i'm so not going to let anything stop us from going there.
damn.

haiz.
once again,
sorry jiaying.

haiz.

okay ytd had bio oral.
waited in the cold air-conditioned room of 4t1 for more than an hour.
nervousness + worriedness + anxiety all built up within me.
furthermore i couldn't get any bio facts inside my head.
dunno why.
just...
can't get it in.

and i couldn't ans the questions posted by ms ding and mr lee.
just...
don't know the ans.
and i seriously regretted not reading up on the chim stuff in my bro's bio txtbk.
cos the things they ask are more then what is in the biology matters tb.
i think so.

keyun's ques was : what's the unit for the rate of enzyme reaction?
(or sth like that. i dunno).

mr lee asked me: what is the substance tt causes the release or thromokinase which activates th prothrombin to thrombin?

damn. i said the wound or sth liddat.
it should have been the bacteria, which release some kind of chemical signs to the blood vessel which cause it to dilate or sth.
aaah.

screwed it up.

i shall stop regretting and start mugging.
bye.

holidays

2009-09-09T11:09:00.000+08:00

holidays.
ok not holidays.
just a bunch of days whereby u have to do ur hw.
and revise for tests.

bio oral test.
chem test.
chinese test.
EM test.

aaah.
this is killing me.
lol no lah.

wednesday already.
and a few more weeks to EOY. haiz.

haiz.

2009-08-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

i'm so sorry.
i'm so so sorry.

发现随着自己变得越来越忙，自己的人情味被冲淡了。
today, met clara at bus interchange.
she asked me if i were goiing back to dlss next mon.
i said no.
i can't believe that i said no.
she was disppointed .
haiz so sorry...
i'm sorry.

well...
been going back to school for the past 2 years.
still remembered that sec 1 that time when we went back b4 CNY, every1 was there.
so cool, so fun.
but my form cher and science cher weren't there....
they transferred schools.
damn sad.
it's like, no meaning le.

then later sec 1 cher's day went back to give presents.
not a lot of my ex-clasmates came.
lots of them had cca...
haiz.

then later sec 2, CNY.
lesser ppl .
started to feel sian already.

wa seh sec 2 teachers' day when i went back was the worst.
no one i recognised was there, apart from 2 friends thataccompanied me there.
i can't believe it.
the guys who went only wanted to play bball and stuff.

u go back is no see the chers right.
not to mind ur own business right.
so that time sec 3 i just couldn't stand it.
dun go bah.
spare me this torture.

now i miss 6G'06 so much...
wondered how are those guys like.
surely 170++ cm tall.
wow. cool. haha.

now iwth technology , we dun even care abt meeting up wif each other le.
there's facebook.
wow it's like, so... (weird).
my mom even joined facebook.
and she checks her account everyday.
wa more hiong than me.
then it's like, so many ppl jorin facebook.
if u walk along the corridor in school and ask randomly 10 ppl if they have facebook, u will be sure that all 10 of them have. haha.
serious.

k gotta go.
bye .

ct2 over .

2009-08-23T14:36:00.000+08:00

ct2's over.
but the real battle isn't up yet.
i have 15 months more to prepare for it.
hopefully i wun freak out.

i'm going to shoot u bull's eye during next yr. haha.
wait and see.

eoy's coming.
start mugging.
cos last min mugging isn't going to work.
but i'm still going to blog since no one's tagging.
so i shall blog to attract more ppl to tag.

haha.

and leiws hamilton is in pole position for today's race !
YEAH !
WIN WIN !
or let Kovalainen win.
haha.

and hopefully Alonso restores Ferrari.
not that driver (what's his name?) who's at the last position.

okay i'm getting crazy.
i'm crazy over Usain bolt too !
haha.
i'm getting crazy. haha.

i'm still crazy .

sick .

2009-08-10T14:48:00.002+08:00

haiz.

on sat, the moment i went out of the car, i started coughing.
throat very itchy.
coughed like a retard. ppl kept staring at me.

then later sunday, had 3 bad dreams. (couldn't rmb them)
woke up perspiring.
then ltr after tuition, felt sick when reading newspapers.
the area surrounding my eyes were very pain.
coughed more. sian.

couldn't go to bbq.
sorry t2. haha.
then...
my mom told me that i was sick due to stress.
nvr sleep well, stressed out...
hmm i think that's quite true.

so ltr watched ndp.
some of the video clips were touching.
haiz. so sad.
and then ate panadol.
watched Singapore Idol.
DAMN FUNNY !
Ken lim is super cool sia.
haha.
and then there was this guy who actually wore some kind of cartoon character costume which scared a little boy during the auditions.
poor boy, he was crying .

yeah.
today's monday.
rained in the morning.
at 1st, felt good.
then ltr when i came back from Lewin, felt weird.
mayb cos of the aircon and the rainy weather.
felt super cold, but warm too.
now that's weird.

checked temp, but it's only 37.0 degress Celcius.

so i decided to use com to "relax"...

so here i am.
haha
:D

yay

2009-08-05T19:00:00.000+08:00

YAY !

http://nsc2009.mediacorptv.sg/schoolteams_BPGHS.htm

GO SEE GO SEE.

haha .

beat RI !
okay try to. dun let them get the laptops.
they have too much of it.

and yellow suits them . haha

sop sl.

2009-08-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

so... i'm the sop SL.
very scared.
the thought of it makes me terrified.
many questions kept running thru my mind.

"what if i didn't do a good job?"
"what if u duno wad to do?"
"what if i do wrong things? then kena scolded?"
"what if my other sop comrades dun like me?"
"what if..."

damn... so scary.

i'd better learn how to sing Dea-mon again. THOROUGHLY.
haha.
and learn abt the beats and stuff.

okay, stressed.
bye.
:D

happy birthday caishan !!

2009-07-26T17:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAISHAN !!
HAHA.

okay speech day.
band rocked. as always :D
never fail to thrill me.

well, choir was not good.
haha. our note was off.
and the clapping...
I LOST TRACK OF THE CLAPPING ! DAMN.
i felt damn paiseh cos i was the extra one standing at the last row. very weird.
and the light was glaring right at my face.
very hot. but i didn't sweat.
that made me feel even worse.
couldnt sing. worse, couldn't smile.
sian ah.
the audience looked so sian.
i think puohua was feeling very paiseh.
haha.

and we didn't clap when we were supposed to do so.
so lame lor.
haha.

speech day

2009-07-23T20:54:00.001+08:00

speech day's tmr.
well, singing Everlasting Melody and Reach.
quite bad tho.
i keep forgetting the clapping part for Reach.
and the 'D' note for Everlasting Melody (after the repeat for the 1st chorus.)
and the pianist was good.
lol.

Jorin is one of the the emcees for tmr's speech day !!!
haha.
along wif woonkiat, eliza and rolu.

hope tmr everything gets better.

hopefully i can overcome my "self-consciousness" and move around.

haha i cant seem to sway naturally.
haha.

hopefully i get to see huiqi.
seriously.

Joshua Ang, my condolences.

cheering comp .

2009-07-18T16:31:00.001+08:00

cheering comp in 2 days' time. can't be bothered.
where's the video?
okay i am trying to memorise the cheers. dun blame me.

She's so... weird.
Even though she told Jor that, 我半信半疑。

1000+

2009-07-06T15:12:00.002+08:00

H1N1 破记录！
1000++ already !!!

1055 total cases !!!

haha talking crap.

my tuition cher said that in china there's only like 700+ cases. (if i'm not wrong)

singapore is a small country. the virus spreads easily. haha.
but at least nvr 变种或致命。

random post .

music quiz :D

2009-06-22T14:51:00.002+08:00

1.Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAY'S "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
就是爱　

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
很好

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
玩美

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
It's My Life

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
翅膀

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
突然好想你

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
王子

WHAT IS 2+2?
Promiscuous

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS
第一个清晨

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
七仔

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
亲爱的那不是爱情

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
天黑

WHAT WILL YOUR LAST WORDS BE?
一千年以后

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Bad Day

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Hurray

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
原来

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Play

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
路太弯

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
假面的告白

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
来不及

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
我只是想要

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
知道

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Kiss Goodbye

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
我也很想他

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
千年之恋

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
爱的城堡

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
人质

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
飞行部落

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
牛仔很忙

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Free

lol most of them don't match.

marina barrage !

2009-06-22T11:46:00.007+08:00

on sat and ytd i went to marina barrage wif huimin, mel, and huifang.

okay on sat we were there to explore the place so we could get ourselves better prepared for the environmental quiz tmr...

so we went onto the bridge.
the scenery was marvellous ! splendid !

aaah. the singapore flyer. it makes the scenery much better (画龙点睛） as there is a 'circle' among the rectangular buildings to add different shapes to our eyes. ok i'm talking crap.

they have a kayaking comp. (or is it canoeing?) i cant differentiate..

the reservoir waters. cool.

i had to 'copy' some notes from the Sustainable Gallery for the environmental quiz.

the yellow part is the rock climbing place.
Water Wally !!

the other side of the bridge
on the bridge

aaah... cool.

apparently there were some chinese words on the cranes. i tried to zoom in but to no avail.

:D

we could go to the rooftop to fly kites !!

but we lost the quiz in the end.
pathetic.
it's ok, failures come b4 success.
:D

BOF/BBF

2009-06-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

I.

Am.

CRAZY

over.

BOYS OVER FLOWERS !!! (or BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS !!!)

GAAH !

gone .

2009-06-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

OMG KRIS ALLEN SINGS 'HEARTLESS' ?!?!?

wth...
eeew so not nice.
kayne west sings it better lorrrr.
go listen it in chua jeng's blog.
lol stumbled across his blog.
was blog hopping.

haiz.
holidays.

tomorrow (mon): do lit project.
now when i look at the task taht we are supposed to do, i think taht its difficult. but not as difficult as the video task. heng ahh.

tues: tuition.

wed: cheering prac (((((: + go dentist. (haiz have to travel for 45 mins sia. guess where's my dentist's clinic is. u won't be able to guess it.)

thurs: family outing + lewin. haiz. A Math. haiz.

fri: 01 BBQ OUTING ! AAAH. (btw where's keat hong park har.)

see so packed. how am i supposed to do my heymath benchmarks (TWO TESTS SOMEMORE !!!) and my bio essay ?

有时候感到力不从心

night at the museum.

2009-06-08T14:45:00.003+08:00

okay on friday i watched monsters vs aliens wif my bro.
at lot 1.
don't watch it if u think u r broke.

i thought that there would not be many ppl there...
but in the end abt 93% of the seats were filled .
T.T
same as madagascar last time.
i watched it like, 2 weeks after it was on the screens and the seats were 80% filled.

so many ppl, so noisy.
& when there's an outsider sitting beside me.
i duno why.

and ytd ch 5 showed night at the museum 1!
it was great !
funny, yet the plot was touching.

just stopping by.
too many hw.

haiz.

food alert

2009-06-01T13:53:00.002+08:00

my tuition cher ate a tuna bread on sat nite.
and by sun afternoon, she:
-vomitted
- had diarrhoea
- gastric pain

u may think that it's not the tuna bread,
but she & her fren both ate the same bread
and her fren had diarrhoea and vomitting.

she bought the bread outside lot 1.
cck control station.
beside the ticketing machine.

u shld noe what not to do.
haha

3 may 2009

2009-05-29T16:12:00.011+08:00

pls assume that today is 3rd may 2009 b4 reading this post. haha

okay i've matured.
i am only starting to mature during sec 2.
so slow.

here's my pri sch name "tag".
it's supposed to be ironed on.

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAVE CHIPPED IN/WRITTEN ON THE CARD...
especially jorin and jieling,
who both helped to buy the present and asked ppl to write on the cards. thanks man.

jieling made these:

this is not an ordinary file.
it contains COOL stuff.

note: i randomly uploaded these cards into this post...
so dun be offended if dun have urs.
some are private and confidential. haha
sorry for the inconvenience caused.

suli's:

jiaying's:

mel's:

jiayan's:

keyun's:

jinmei's:

kaiting's + shulei's:

HAHA THIS 1 IS THE FUNUNIEST. DONE BY HESTIA.
this is the front page:

... the back page:
the one on the right is zhiqing's one

meilan's:

COOL A THESAURUS !!!!!!!

shulei's/jorin's one

kam En!

Efkharisto!

Kamsa haminda !

some close-ups on what my frens wrote:
caishan's:

jiaying's :

and lastly, jasmine gave me this. so cute ! :D

what happened at VCH.

2009-04-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

recount on what happened at VCH on 17 april, 2009, 12+pm.

it was our turn to go on stage. wasnt prepared. forgot abt my posture.
caught a glimpse of the judges. okay i just managed to see a few black heads and one orange head. ok no offence.

mrs tan, the pianist, started playing the piano. tried to sway to the music.
looked at mr yong's hands throughout. scared that i will not follow.
my mind was like,"rmb nid clear sound, CLEAR sound, CLEAR..."
then our 1st note taht we sang was a split note.
it seemed split to me.
tried to sway again. cos its a nice and happy song abt white horses.
smiled. forgot tt i was supposed to listen to the others and blend.
tried to blend and listen to the altos during the "gallop" part.
DAMN I CANT HEAR THE GUYS SINGING !!!!!
panicked. die...

next, sang the song Bartok. (song is in the memory of Bela Bartok)
tried to feel sad cos its a sad song (DUH!)
tears actually welled up in my eyes.
not cos of the song.
cos i was finally standing here singing in syf after 3 years...
damn.
our past efforts hav all been paid off... and shown to the judges within 10 mins liddat.
and withinm seconds, we r singing the second song already..
so sad.
okay i oso put feeling inside the song. felt sooo emo man.

lastly, our fav song: Suriram.

every1 was smiling, i tink.
swayed again.
smiled and sang.
it was difficult to smile and sing at the same time.
suddenly remembered what zhengrui said to saph:
"for suriram, if u cant smile, look at the sec 4 scholar who's in bass. the 1 who's swaying dramatically. there? see him? u see him u will surely laugh 1."
so i tried to look, but i was too short. some1 blocked my view.
listened to altos. blended wif them.
AND FINALLY I CAN HEAR BASSES!!!!!!!
but i could not hear the tenors...
but our "Ba-ga-hi-dup" the "Ba" was not confident.
i mean the high F note. that. haiz.
smiled again.
when it was Mezzo's turn to sing the melody, tried to sing like a butterfly.
couldnt hear altos.
nvm i'll sing softly.

haha now it was alto's turn to sing the melody.
"du" "du" "du" wif mezzo. yay i can hear mezzos. (cos they were beside me. T.T)
song ended well.
i tink our last note was quite in tune.
(cos i wasnt standing beside ahem ahem ahem. she was too airy.)
AND I FINALLY MANAGED TO HEAR GLENNEYS SING ! HAHAH.

walked out of the stage,.
realised tt we were the last choir to perform b4 lunch break.
hmm i wonder if the judges were too hungry to listen to us?
or they were too hungry to give us gold? or silver?
ok lame thoughts aside.

went out of VCH.
mel said that our performance was bad.
me too. totally agree wif her.
i was ready to get a silver.
ms lee (as always) was saying that we were the best.i mean, it was our best perofrmance. okay thanks for the encouragement, i really appreciate it.
mrs tan oso said tt it was good. (well i tink that ms lee cajoled her into saying that)
mr yong was smiling (?) . couldnt believe it.
i noticed a slight worry/disappointment in his face. (or was i cockeyed?)

well, he said it was good.
"now just have to wait for the results." he said.
i bet he was thinking that we were in the "high silver-low gold" category.

so it ended.
bleh. dun wanna talk abt how i received the results.
u noe how le rite?

and sorry to u if u dun understand wad i'm talking abt. sorry.

silver .

2009-04-17T20:29:00.002+08:00

from last week onwards, i knew that we wouldnt get a gold..

when we arrived on stage and sang our 1st note, i knew we would get a silver.
1st note we sang was a split note.
the note is 'A' ! A!A!A!A!A!
damn.

and even tho ms lee said that it was good, (obviously. she always says that .)
even tho the pianist (mrs tan) said tt it was good, :D
even tho mr Yong said tt it was the best, and we could only wait for the results now as we did our best already, (he lied)

i could see a tinge of disappointment when he said that.
and i saw mrs on's buaysong face.
she was like folding her arms and staring at us wif that look on her face which scared me .

i knew tt we would get a silver;
but on the teeny weeny other side of me i was hoping for gold.

crap. gold.
even kranji got a silver. wad do u expect for us?

ok at least we didnt deproved; we maintained our standard.

and btw, bpCO pasted a paper at the music room wishing us good luck.
so sweet.
thanks very much.

and the sec 4s are stepping down today.
why didnt ms lee tell us earlier...
just when i was feeling sad, she make me even depressed...

i expected a silver; and was ready to accept it.
but i still couldnt get over it when i saw wanxin's msg: "hey people... we got silver."
so i tried to console myself by telling every1.
that didnt help, except for huiqi's msg.
talking to elvis didnt help at all.

so i did 1 lame thing:
i looked at the "sec 1 admission to secondary schools" book that my bro got from and i started looking at which school's choir got wad award for the previous syf.

and cck choir improved ! cool.
looked at those bronze choirs and i felt better.
ok very sorry. i'm a saddist.
i am.

i wonder what is going to happen on monday when we see mrs on.
or mayb cca step down already?
sian i wanna listen to wad the jugdes commented on our performance.
surely say that sopranos no support 1.

silver. what a nice name.
bpchoir is always associated to it.
"bpchoir is a silver choir".

damn.
i still cant get over it.

sianz

2009-04-05T17:12:00.002+08:00

haiz.
on thursday we parted wif 3t2's most precious thing on earth.
more precious than gold, diamond and platinum.
ok lame.

well, we parted wif our plaque, the cleanest class plaque.
haiz.
when ruifeng asked for it during recess time, evry1 was like, "NOOOOOOO..."

haha. so funny sia.
but sad.
now that clock is back on the wall again...
not used to it again.

there's oso a post abt the cleanest class thing at 3t2's blog .
adelson was like.. so emo. haha